In Deep Thoughts... & Sharing It For Once...

Just realised the last time I updated my blog was in July... It's such a quiet Sunday that I actually had the time to sit down and think of the past 6 months... And my thoughts kinda dived into this topic...

Getting your heart so severely broken may not be such a bad thing after all... Just makes you realised that your heart will never be that badly broken again... Or rather, you've gone through such tough times, you know you'll survive it even if history were to repeat itself...

It's strange how huge a person's ego can be when they get their heart broken. Not wanting the person who has broken your heart know how totally destroyed you are... By feeling that way, you start pretending that things are alright.. You start pretending that you are leading a happy life... Only to break down once in a while realising the fact that you are not over it... That you still feel the pain so badly it crushes your heart... But once you start feeling better, you tend to admit to your weaknesses... You begin to see things from a different perspective and you know by then that you've moved on...

It's not a competition of who finds another to fill up the gap in life when a relationship ends... It's never a competition. It's about 2 individuals living a life of their own... No longer travelling on the same path towards the same destination... No longer see things eye to eye.. It's about being happy for the other finding someone else who will be able to make them feel the happiest.... It's about you leading the life you want... It's about being able to be friends again when things are more settled... It's about putting things behind you... and most importantly, it's about forgiving that person and taking it as a lesson worth learning in life...

And when you've eventually moved on, don't make the mistake of having walls build around your heart or you will never be able to find that one person you would like to share the rest of your life with. Sometimes, it's a risk worth taking.... Sometimes, it's not... But never give up hope in finding that someone... It takes time... Sometimes a long time... Sometimes you get yourself hurt again in the process... And sometimes you end up hurting others but at the end of the day, keep telling yourself that it is still worth waiting for... Worth fighting for...

But until that person appears... Life should carry on the way it is... Nothing beats the feeling of believing that there's someone for everyone... And eventually when that happens, it will be really beautiful.....

Shake It... Move It.... Shake what Move what? Your bum bum :p

Well well well, these days I am seated at Level 3 in the office cause we just carried out an exercise which require all of us to move our bum bum from where it was comfortably parked for the past 3 years to a whole new working environment. So, I am now seated at Level 3... Where all our technology geeks used to park their bum bums :p

We had a party to commemorate the move. But before that, we were all required to clear our lockers 2 days before the party. I tell you, my locker is one with an invisible sign stating - "beware of falling objects when opening locker door" and imagine how much s*** I had inside my locker. It's basically s*** I've accumulated for the past 3 years. So shy!!

Funny thing is, most of us found expired food in our lockers and we went around offering those food to our fellow "locker neighbors" who were also cleaning their lockers. Hahahaha... I asked Azlan to bugger off, then offered him some expired food in return :p

We played some games in the afternoon... which got all of us so tired... at certain point of time it was boring, so we decided to cam whore instead :p

Before the start of the games - Caressa with her "char siew pao"

We were bored :p

Ivy being her crazy self again... Hahaha...

Party at night was darn freaking good since the beer was free flow. I got myself pretty tipsy that night but it's alright since it's been a long time since I get to enjoy myself during office functions and not worry about having to be home early to "babysit" :p

Some photos taken before we were all tipsy...

Caressa with the "Lost / Drunk" gal - I was prepared for the night :p

My favourite photo... Even Justin's smile looks good :p

Don't ask me if there are any photos after that, I think Caressa will murder me if I were to put up those photos - as for my photos when I was drunk - you guys wait long long kay? Hahaha...

Best Popiah in Town...

It's been a while since I travelled to Malacca for a day trip. Long story how I ended up at Malacca instead of the planned Cherating trip. But it was all good since the food was worth the trip and of course, the company was great as well. Also, I get to show off my new "Toy" while walking around town... My new toy produced all these...

Wei tried acting like a beggar but didn't pull it off very well (it's a compliment, kay? I'm saying you're too beautiful to be a beggar :p)

Lip Wei

Durian Cendol.. Yummy...

Some must be wondering what happened to the title of this particular post "Best Popiah in Town"? Hehehe... Actually, I was too happy to see it, I ate the entire bloody thing and didn't remember to take a photo of it (yes, it's that good!)

Oh, for the record, I have to say this probably just to get Wei off my back...

I am a proud Canon DSLR user :p

Ok... Now she is happy!!

Her Royal Highness - Mummy Dearest :p

Hey peeps... I know it's been a while since I last posted something on my blog... How could I go missing in action for that many months? Erm...... Erm..... Erm.... (wake me up when September ends?) Hehehe...

Anyway, do you know that living with Mummy dearest can be quite funny at times? My mum (also known as "Her Royal Highness" - HRH) actually possess some supernatural power called "humour" - something I've recently discovered. Of course, there are others as well, but I think all mums around the world has this:-

• The Power to Nag - they can do it till the cows come home and have already gone to sleep and they are still at it....


• The Power to Scream - and hitting a note only Mariah Carey or Whitney Houston can? :p


• The Power of "The Look" - you know the one you get (which makes you feel like the end is near and you'll get murdered soon) when you arrive home late after a night of partying, drunk and smelling like a walking cigarette?

The last is actually my favourite... That is one hell of a superpower I would like to learn - maybe people at work will leave me alone if I am able to master that skill......

Introducing... Her Royal Highness...



If you think my mum is pretty, wait till you see her daughter... & I mean the youngest one *evil smile*

Xin Nian Lai Loh!!! (CNY is here!!!)

It's Chinese New Year again... What happens in the office pre-CNY? This...

Hahahaha.... Hell a lot to recycle :p

I am officially back home for my CNY and it has been so boring (Actually, I am trying hard to avoid doing the housework... ssshhhh) but I don't think that's happening. Why can't the windows at the kitchen just have a shower on its own and they'll be so clean after that? Think I'm going crazy :p

Anyway, while I "pretended" to be busy to avoid the housework, I finally completed my Lego set. Have a look...

You have no idea how long it took me to complete this. In the process, the box commited suicide one night so I had to start all over again.

But to my surprise, when I completed it 3o mins ago and had a good look at the box, it says this.... (look at the circled area)

What do you think that means? I think it means the timing needed to complete it (5-12....... Months..... To complete?) Hahahaha....

Happy Chinese New Year to all... Xin Nian Kuai Le!!!